Hmmph!

Can't bear this bad feeling after the phone call =S

I wonder if I did anything wrong, where I couldn't see the problem at all

yet she was saying it as if she is just trying to be nice

so I must be the baddie, with very bad communication skills, and worse, I can't manage my emotions. Though I could only be silent when I was angry and upset

Perhaps think it this way, too many good things happened on me, and there must be up and down in life =S

I know I can take this, it shouldn't keep me low for long

and I will pay for it, whatever it costs

but woman, I'm doing this, because I don't want to be rude

P.S. Merry Christmas!

Can't wait for boxing day next! Shopping time xD =X

P.S. My housemates are bloody good cooks and they are nice people!

I should have realized this earlier =)

Here comes December

Unbelievable, it's already December of 2010!!!

Just 3 more weeks until Christmas and 4 weeks until 2011!

and 1 more month till I work for half a year in north london forensic service.

Still considering whether to get the tickets to fly back during chinese new year!

Just because I'm sure I will be going back during May-June for gogo's wedding, and probably end of the year for good, I really see no point of going back 3 times a year if I go back during February.

But then! I don't know what I can do with my annual leaves..

In general colleagues take their annual leaves and rest at home.. But having 1-2 day off a week is more than enough for a hyper person like me..

I don't need annual leaves to relax =S

I want to go travelling, but it's cold and SNOWING everywhere, plus bpeng and the others are going back for cny.

I don't want to be here with friends and colleagues who don't celebrate cny =S

So... go back?

Talk about snowing! Remember first year when we came, how desperate we were to see snow

how excited we were to see a bit of snow!

and look at now! it's just autumn! it's just november when it started to snow!

and it snowed cats and dogs!! (opps! does this idiom exist? xD)

In the ward we have got the x'mas tree up and decorations all over the place already.. plus the snowing scenes.. just lovely!

I really enjoy watching snow, beautiful! =)))

On Monday went to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallow with a patient

it was good =)

but I feel it was a bit dragging unlike the previous ones, it could be the cold in the cinema as the heating wasn't working

thanks to my patient who was trying to warm my hand.. haha =.=

Then I watched a second time with another patient yesterday..

Could have let somebody else go if I knew he was going to watch HP as well

Anyway, I still couldn't think of another job better than mine at the moment =p

Not sure where are the girls now.. must be all over the places with their families

Congratulations to bp, pm and fs for their graduations! though it was long time ago =.=

Hmmm.. Let's just enjoy the last bits of the year!